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You
can choose to blame your circumstances on fate, or bad luck, or
bad choices. Or you can fight back. Things aren't always gonna be
fair in the real world, that's just the way it is. But for the most
part, you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question, what's
worse- not getting everything you wished for, or getting it but
finding it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right
now, with the dreams you chase, the choices you make, and the person
you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time, and the
rest of your life starts right now.
She's the first thing I think about every day. How is she? Does
she miss me like I miss her? How do I get her back? And then another
day without her begins.
Well, your eyes are puffy. which, from experience, screams
textbook crying eyes. You have your hair up, you're probably
not planning on impressing any boys today. I'd say you're
nursing a hell of a broken heart. and not the school girl crush
kind.
You're dealing with the real thing.
The
rest of your life is a long time, and whether you know it or not,
it's being shaped right now.
One of these days you're gonna wake up and you'll feel that same
ache in your heart and you'll realize how much I love you. Whenever
that day is, I'll still be waiting for you, and you'll come home
to me.
Sometimes it
feels like it was yesterday, graduating high school, saying goodbye;
that feeling that you get at 17 or 18- that nobody in the history
of the world has ever been this close, has ever loved as fiercely
or laughed as hard, or cared as much. Sometimes it feels like it
was yesterday - and sometimes it feels like someone else's memory.
You can find
the good in anybody if you just give them a chance, benefit of the
doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise
you, but you never really get to know them until you listen for
what's in their heart.
Just trust
me, over time, not knowing is way worse than a "no".
Do you ever
wonder if we make the moments in our lives or if the moments in
our lives make us? If you could go back and change one thing about
your life, would you? And if you did, would that change make your
life better? Or would that change ultimately break your heart? Or
break the heart of another? Or would you choose an entirely different
path? Or would you change just one thing, just one moment? One moment,
that you've always wanted back.
Of course I
miss you. It's all I do.
It's been said
that the saddest thing a man will ever face is what might have been.
But what of the man who's faced with what was? Or what may never
be? Or what can no longer be? Choosing the right path is never easy.
It's a decision we make with only our hearts to guide us. But sometimes,
we find our way to something better. Sometimes we fight through
the regret and remorse of our mistakes, our malice and our jealousy,
and the shame we feel for not being the people we were meant to
be. And that's when we find our way to something better. Or when
something better finds its way to us.
I don't hate
you. I remember the first time I ever saw you, all skinny arms and
tangled mess of hair. It was hard letting you go Peyton. You know?
It was hard losing you and it was hard seeing you again and it's
still really hard
There are many
who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But
even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday, they
would return to him, and his world would be whole again.
Albert
Camus once wrote, “Blessed are the hearts that can bend, for they
shall never be broken.” But I wonder, if there's no breaking, then
there's no healing. And if there's no healing, then there's no learning.
And if there's no learning, then there's no struggle. But struggle
is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken?
She's struggling
a bit, I guess that's what happens when you fall in love.
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