Dawson's Creek
5...
See, the kiss
is just the end result. It's not what's important. It's all about
desire and -- and wanting
And the reason
I came here tonight is because we need to move on. Look, we're not
kids anymore. And I'm not gonna do this anymore. And I just thought
you should know
Friends give
you the worst of news with the best of intentions.
Maybe she fell
in love with him or maybe she just wanted someone to pay attention
to her
But when I
came home, I'd lost the guy. My soul-mate. It was like having an
organ, my heart, literally ripped from my body. All I could feel
was cold and empty... my future, slipping away... You see, I lost
my love -- but I was determined not to lose my life
The way I feel
about him is totally separate from the way I feel about you and
about our friendship
You want him.
You want him like I want you. You love him like I love you. Only
the difference is he loves you back the same way
as complicated
as our friendship was, it doesn't even compare to how complicated
whatever you and I have here is bound to be. And never in my life
has taking the easy way out seemed like exactly what I need to do
I place this
unfair burden on people just so they can save me from myself. But
I don't need a knight in shining armor. I need a partner. Someone
who I am proud to love, who is proud to love me back, in spite of
all my flaws. And you're it. You're the one.
And it's great
to have somebody that you know so well that you don't even have
to verbalize what you're thinking most of the time. The other person
just gets it, picks up on it. And -- and it -- it's like that with
Joey and me. It's great, and I -- and I like it, but it's -- it's
not love
If I'm thanking
you for anything... it's for being yourself. It's for not caring
what anybody else thinks. It's for knowing in your own heart what's
wrong and what's right. And it's for being there this year... when
I needed you most
I thought that
this is what I wanted. For you to see me as beautiful. For you to
look at me the way you look at Jen. But the truth is, that's not
really what I want at all. I want you to look at me and see the
person that you've always known and realize that what we’ve
had is so much more incredible than just some passing physical attraction.
'Cause you know what? It's just make-up -- and hairspray -- and
tomorrow I'll be back to being Joey. Just Joey. The too tall girl
that lives on the wrong side of the creek
We all have
our moments. You know what? Don't stop hoping that things will be
different with him. You're way too young to be so bitter.
Before we destroy
whatever chance we might actually have at having a relationship,
I'm asking you, please stop and think about this, is this really
what you want? Is this really the way you want things to end between
us?
What is this
feeling? It just seems like everything is getting smaller and smaller.
It's all still there, but I can't touch it. I think it's called
goodbye.
I sat there looking at this incredible reflection of who you are,
and I realized that I absolutely hate it when you're not around.
I wanted to thank you, I wanted to hold your hand, I wanted to kiss
you, but you weren't there
Andie: My knees are shaking...
Pacey: My heart...boom,boom,boom.
I can never go back to loving you the way I did, knowing that my
love wasn't strong enough the first time around.
Last night, I stayed up all night thinking about what you said,
and... you're right. I don't know what it's like to be in love like
that. I don't know what it's like to completely lose yourself in
somebody else. But I'd like to
Jen: Well, because right now you've gotta walk
through that front door and tell your best friend that the only
girl in the universe he can't live without...
Pacey: Is the same one that I can't live without.
But then I
think about everything that kiss brought into my life. What it was
like to look at you and know not just what you were thinking, but
also what you were feeling because I was feeling the same thing,
and then it's worth it. It's..worth all the pain that I'm going
through. I want to regret kissing you, Joey, but I can't. It was
the smartest decision I ever made.
And don't tell me that you're not scared, because I know that you
are. I mean, I've known you too long and seen you push away too
many good things to let you push me away right now. My whole life,
you have been the most beautiful thing in my orbit. And my feelings
for you were what proved to me that I could be great. And those
feelings were stronger and were wiser and more persistent and more
resilient than anything else about me.
Dawson: But what good is their love if it's not
strong enough to overcome those circumstances?
Joey: Because in spite of the circumstances...
they never stop loving.
I mean, the first time I fell was for my friend, the boy I grew
up with, the boy across the creek, and the second time was after
we kissed. I mean, you became this whole new person to me and....I
fell in love all over again.
I'm afraid because you're the single-most, important being to ever
grace my existance. and I am falling hopelessly in love with you
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